Sunday, March 06, 2005
oops...it's been almost a month since i last post..aiks...have been pretty busy with tennis and school and recently interact carnival which was yesterday!!..so i won't be tat busy after this..hopefully...
got to meet some of my after form 5 friends the other day...it was nice seeing them again...hehe...d carnival was fun..i think earned more this year...yay!!
i still haven't take a pic of myself for the editorial board..crap....i seem to be forgetting alot of stuff...bad memory..
sitiawan is still as hot as ever..actually hotter..but it rained last nite...so yea..gewd!!
im actually doin okay..not considerin the fact that me and picksiu r still not talking..but did say a few words to her the other day which was an achievement really..haha!!..but i dunno when we'll be talkin like normal again....hmm
got to know this guy, ariff in school...we actually became quite good friends..but he moved to a boardin school in seremban...was my classmate...2 of my other classmates moved too!..if i was given an option whether to move to another state or country..i might move too...not tat i dun like s'wan..i luv it here but i wan to experience something diff..that's why i can't wait to go college...but it seems like i have to wait...hehe..dun mind lar...
im starting the 2/7 course today..some sort of bible course thingy...not too sure....
so i better get goin...it's startin soon...
eve [3:40 PM]
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
it's cny eve and im sitting in front of the com!!...cny is totally different this year...no xuan..no juni, zanne, alvin n kevin....so quiet!!...and it's the first year tat im not at my grandma's place for the reunion dinner...had dinner with my mom's side's relatives...it was alright...i guess.
i really miss my cousins....nobody to talk to right now...*sigh*
gotta study for test....after cny.....but im juz so lazy right now..
hp's out of credit...wish that someone wld call!!!....but seems like everyone's busy....
eve [10:29 PM]
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Grandpa Ling
as i woke up this morning..hoping that it was all a bad dream...but it wasn't..it's true that my grandpa's gone..he's not coming back...
i started to remember all the times we had together...if only i had spend more time with him..pray harder......the last words he said to me are still in my head...his kind smile...he was the best grandpa i cld ever asked for...
even before he was admitted into the icu, he was thinking abt others...he was always putting others first...i trust that God will take good care of him up in heaven...
...will always remember his advice..to study hard....
eve [10:08 AM]
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Saturday, January 22, 2005
sometimes i really wonder who r my true friends...didn't know till today tat there r ppl whom i called friends who back stabbed me...how sad is that?..it's like ppl are watching you..waitin for you to make a mistake so tat they can tell everyone else how bad you are....dun they ever get tired?..dun they know the meaning of friendship?..trust?..respect??..
sometimes..it's kinda sad being alive...being a teen.....why can't ppl juz accept me for who i am when i already have..why must they have so many things to say abt me?..i juz wanna be myself..not who they want me to be...i belong to God..not them...im not perfect..nobody is...
eve [8:22 PM]
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Thursday, January 20, 2005
so many things are stuck in my head right now..quite a few probs to solve...maths test is next week!!..no..not even ready yet..pretty tough...
eve [6:09 PM]
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Tuesday, January 04, 2005
woa..almost a month since my last post!!..aiks...had the best new year this year!!..cousins had a surprise party to celebrate my bday which is today but had to celebrate earlier cuz they were leaving on the second..gosh..my cousins r the best!!..we then went for supper...haha..as usual..eat eat...
hahahaa!!heheh!
it's my bday today!!..one year older...feels good..=)...hehe..
got to talk to tun after such a long time...it was good.....friends...
im pretty happy right now..but there's still something i need to sort out...hopefully it turns out okay..
erm im in 4sc2!!..kinda like the class..tho most of my frens r in 4sc1..but it's okay..=)
tho it's my bday.still have to go for tution...so..haiz..haha...
eve [3:02 PM]
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Friday, December 10, 2004
probably wondering where r my other posts...i deleted them.. hehe...decided to leave the old behind..=) ...wasn't easy to let things go at first but things are going just fine right now..so yea..
went for the planetshakers youth conference last week..and it was a life changing experience!..me, daryl n alex have been encouraging each other to read the bible everyday... n xuan supported and encouraged me all the way when i decided to let go of certain things that were pulling me back from reaching God.. really thank God for these ppl..hehe..
erm erm...been going out with my friends almost everyday!!...haha!!..mom's complaining dy...cleaned my room today...put away some of my books..giving away some to daryl...so it's pretty tidy now..hehehe!!!...it's gonna get messy again soon..
tuition started yesterday...not too bad..i was the only acs student tho..but it was okay..=)
will blog more later!!..
eve [1:27 PM]
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